Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Day 10 — Someone You Don’t Talk To As Much As You’d Like To



B,

    Just this evening, we saw each other. And suddenly I realized, you should be the person in this letter. Someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like to. As I looked at you, I feel like there’s already a barrier between us. I don’t know you anymore. Not in a bad sense of course. You are so popular that everything’s new to you. I feel like there are still things you don’t know about me anymore, vice versa. I noticed that we’ve grown up so big and so fast – in a matured way, okay? But hell yeah, way back in high school we were so thin! Oh yes! Seriously, I feel that we are professionals while having dinner.

    I really don’t know what to write but I really want to go back to the time we were walking home eating banana cues and laughing like it’s the end of the world. That night was one of the happiest moments of my life. Why? Because that was the day we became super close.

    You’re one of the people I trust – we shared secrets to each other, we talked about rumors in school and made fun of them, we discussed our feelings about our friends (oops, not that we were backstabbers then) because we want to be emotional (epek lang), we laughed and smiled at people’s mistakes, we even cried over the telephone whenever we feel goaded at each other. I shared ideas and you shared yours. Glad that after all this time, we don’t even share our boys.

    Things have changed and I missed you. I missed your jokes. I missed your late night calls. Hahaha, boyfriend anyone? But seriously, sometimes when our telephone rings, I wish it was you. If I’m not mistaken, our phone rang two nights ago and I hurriedly answered it. I was wrong, it wasn’t you. There’s this feeling of excitement that wanted me to share happy thoughts that night to you. As if thousands of stories are already stored in my mind and I want you to absorb it all.

    We have our different lives now. Walking home laughing and eating banana cues will never happen again. We’re grownups now. My desire to keep you closer once more won’t happen, distance sets in and I can’t control it.

    I want you to fulfill your dreams. Keep working hard on Baby Couture magazine as an Associate Editor and prove everyone right in seeing so much potential in you. I’m really happy that you’re “somewhat” happy with your life right now. Stop being paranoid and do not over think things sometimes, well maybe always?

    I'm glad we kept in touch for a little while. I had fun laughing with you. Thankiew!


Love Forever,

D

1 comment:

  1. Thankiew! loview! bananakiew! HAHA! Im touched! Really. muah! missing you more!

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