Day 6 - A Stranger

Dear Stranger,

    I don't know who you are, where you came from or what do you look like. I guess it's kind of easier that we're strangers to each other. But don't you worry, I will automatically love you because you're a human being.

    Wherever you are, I do hope you feel fine today, because I don't. There are some things going on in my mind lately. I can't share it with you here because it's too personally.

    If I tell you things about myself, I'd probably never get a reply. However, allow me to say that I love you, for you are special as well. You have emotions. You love and have loved another human and I know you've been hurt a lot. You can't convince a person to like you, love you or want to be with you. Don't worry, you're not alone. Don’t feel bad when awful things happen to you. Acceptance is the number one key, try to deal with it accordingly. That does not mean that you're not hurting or not affected. You just have to let it happen.

    Feel the pain until it hurts no more.

Love always,

Wonderful Stranger

Day 5 - Your Dreams

To My Dreams,

    Do you know that I missed you so much? That you are what keeps me breathing and doing this 30-Day-Letter-Challenge?

     As of the moment, I feel like you're not enough to satisfy my thirst so I entered this Advertising industry as my first job. I'm happy with what I'm doing. I'm happy I met new friends. I'm happy that we act as professionals and a family at the same time.

    I know I rejected you. Sometimes, I think I'm not worthy enough just because. I just have one question. Will you still accept me when I knock on your door?

    There are certain things that I wanted in my life for a long time. I know that God planned all of these, so I'm not worried about it. Please, let's just go with the flow.

    Just keep on hanging. I know you can wait.


Just wondering,

Deah

Day 4 - Your Sibling

To My Sibling,

    I like that neither of us are married. We still have the time to talk and share things anything under the sun. We still have time to sit down in front of the computer, search for the lyrics and sing our favorite songs together like it's our major concert. I like that you always bring the cornyness of life whenever I share things with you. I like that I can talk to you about my boys. I like that when we don't get along, it never lasts long.

    You've seen me laugh. You've seen me cry. Oh, the time you saw me crying so hard because of you-know-who was one of the memories I won't forget. You cared for me that night. You gave me a glass of water and treated me as your baby sister. I like it like that. I like us. Yuck?

    By the time I had thrown you Eveready batteries (size D) on your forehead, I knew we would always argue and fight over the silliest things like cats and dogs. But when we started to get matured and wise enough to realize that life is short and violence is not the answer, we freed the inner demons within us. Here's just one thing that I really hate. I hate that people always think that I'm older than you. How dare you? Nonetheless, I love the crap out of you. May you continue to shower your blessings with me. Make money, more money!

    I actually miss some people, and you're one of them. Why? Because we don't go out more often since the day I became workaholic. I do hope you're always fine. You've always been a mystery to me. When are you getting married, anyway? Don't get me wrong but I really want to have a pamangkin na.

   

    You can never imitate my smug. Loview you always, hihi!

Sincerely,

Your Sibling

Day 3 — Your Parents

To My Parents,

    I admire that you are still in love with each other for almost 26 years, cheers to both of you! As we grow older, we have the chance to be very close to each other. We have the chance to go out and eat every Sunday. We have the chance to share good and bad stories while driving. We have the chance to crack as many as jokes as you'd like (though sometimes it's too corny and old) haha. Since you're growing older and too dedicated taking herbal medicines, we have the chance to talk about our health - recognize healthy food and know what food to avoid. Lastly, we have the chance to have "smug" family pictures every now and then.

    You've raised a wonderful beautiful daughter and grew up as a decent human being under your care. You allowed me to have a good education and learned nothing. Haha, I'm joking, okay?

    From you I learned to respect others especially boys. I learned to be very humble and not boast too much. I'm quite happy and thankful that you are not only my parents but you are also my irreplaceable friends. I think it is fair to say that as I've gotten older, I've come to appreciate the good and bad things in life. Thanks so much for lecturing me on the mistakes I had in the past.

    I'm a better person now because of you, Necyphora and Jose. You will always be my role model in this cookie cutter world. Your participation of what it means to be an awesome parent is something I cherish and look forward to sharing with my own children. I know you guys are excited and can't wait to see your cute grandchildren. Don't worry, I'm trying! LOLJK.

    On a serious note, I would have been lost without you. I do hope you're proud of me and will always be proud of what I've become after some years. I'm always praying for good health and blessings to our family. I'd end saying I love you but you already know that.

    Please buy me a car, hihi. Ktnxbai.

Your daughter, always

Deah

Day 2 – Your Crush

My Crush,

    Can I just say that you always brighten my day whenever our eyes met in the office. That you always ease the pain I have inside whenever you smile at me. That whenever I passed by your station, you certainly intended to use the magic word "Wow" and compliment my appearance with your lovely words. That there are a whole lot more reasons that I wanted to say but I'll leave those behind because you might fall for me now. JK.

    Hello Mr. Oh-so-damn-good-looking-guy. I know you just woke up and preparing our night shift work in a few. In an hour, I'll be seeing your face and my world will stop spinning, and it's just like beginning. (Okay, Katy Perry's Not Like The Movies is now playing). I can feel there's a lot of competition liking you. I admit, I'm like a school girl who has blind affection to a man and is not planning to do anything about it for the reason that I get the usual butterflies in my stomach.

    Having your expressive eyes can be one of the most significant features why I'm feeling this way. It is like the best pleasure on earth! Okay, wait. I think I'm about to collapse in a minute writing this letter to you. :p

    To be honest, I don't really like you before. But as days go by, I have been thinking about you a lot. And I always wonder if you're doing the same way, too. That less-than-five-minute-talk we had last week made my cheeks turn red. I don't know if this is normal to be super into someone when they are around, but then the glow fades when you are on your own.

    I wish you were mine. Ktnxbai.

Lovingly,

Your Sunflower Girl